This is how I feel. I always feel as if I'm being judged, and I tend not to speak out loud because I'm afraid someone will tease me or laugh at me and I will regret it. I always dread schoolschool because I might have to answer something on the spot. I always panic around loud people and I can't make eye contact. Ever. If I get asked a question in front of the classclass with no time to prepare I freeze and don't have an answer. MyM mum doesn't believe I have it, she says I'm just shy and I'll get over it. But I know I won't. I hate it.